When I read this question yesterday, I was
experiencing an intense sadness.
Reason is, that I had been playing Bach's St. Matthew's Passion on
my car stereo when driving to work and got to the part "Erbarme Dich"
("Have Mercy"), which is one of the most emotional parts of the
whole piece. It also was one of the favourite pieces of music of my
mother's. As you may know my mother passed away last December, so
listening to that music brought back strong memories of her, which
made me sad.
It did reconfirm my feelings about the situation, though, as it is
often hard to find the appropriate time to deal with the mourning
process.
The question also makes me think about "experiencing right now" and
its relation to the Witness of the causal state. More about that in
the next blog entry.